Fractured Bones Rejoice

An albatross of sin drives nails through innocence. You are blameless in judgment. Yet, my fractured bones rejoice. Steadfast love and fragrant mercy blot out transgressions. You teach wisdom and lead the penitent heart to repentance. You absorb my stain, leaving me clean. Not for me, but for You.

And I sing a new song, a song of righteousness, praising you and only you. I bring you the sacrifice of my broken spirit, my fragmented and contrite heart, myself brought low to you. I offer praise and choose joy when life is not joyful. I trust that you, God, and only you, are in control when life spins out of control. I worship you with a joy-filled heart and choose to believe you are good, even when life is not.

When I don’t feel your goodness, and when circumstances whisper you have betrayed me, my praise is a sacrifice. When I lay on the altar my unfulfilled desires and choose to trust the God I cannot understand – it is a sacrifice of praise.

sacrifice of praise

This joy is not happiness, it is not a bubbling of thanks spilling out in gratitude. It is a settled belief that you are good. That despite feelings, circumstances, uncertainties, and unanswered questions, you hold it all. And when I worship here, in the difficulty of now, my praise becomes an offering of trust and adoration that does not hinge on getting my way. It is a beautiful, full-surrender, that might be scary, but is oh, so good.

It is far too easy to show up every Sunday and never really show up. And Lord, I want to show up. I want to be present, invested, all-in, for your plans for your ultimate glory. I know it won’t be easy. I am trying to hold loosely. I tremble over what might lay on the road ahead. But I believe this is your calling for me – for all of your children – to praise you on the narrow road during the good and the bad, the hard and the easy, all for your glory.

It is my sacrifice of praise. These fractured bones rejoice.

 

*from the archives

8 thoughts on “Fractured Bones Rejoice

  1. Laura Blackman says:

    Hi Stacey, I really needed this devotional last night because of my “fractured” broken wrist. For some reason the pain spiked and became unmanageable. So I read and re-read your devotional out loud with tears streaming down my face as I sought to praise Him in my intense pain. Thankfully the physical pain came down And I felt Jesus also met me in other areas of pain that no one can see but him. He did cause my fractured bones to rejoice.

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    • staceyweeks says:

      Praise the Lord, Laura! I continue to pray the Lord meets every need as it arises and that the family of God rallies around you and loves you well during this time of recovery. I wish I was closer and could physically help you. Thank the Lord distance can’t stop prayer!

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